Well hello

Hi guys....

...new blog - first post. Always a bit awkward, but here I am (again) after writing my first blog "I don't know where I am going but I'm on the way" for like two or maybe even three years until losing interest in blogging in 2011 - well now I'm back. 

Why? Hmmm...maybe because everything in my life is kind of uncertain right now. I just finished my Masters (MBA Marketing) and am more than willing to start my professional career but couldn't find a job yet - which is really frustrating after working like a maniac the last couple of years (including a Bachelors Degree in Textile Management, a semester abroad in China, an internship at the retail marketing department of a big international fashion company and a MBA).

My dream is to work as a Marketing Manager for a fashion company or an ageny - well kind of what every - or at least A LOT - of young women my age want to do. But after quite a few applications and interviews which didn't work out you start to question yourself: am I too inexperienced, do i occur too brisk in interview situations because I know what I want, what my passion is and what I don't want? I mean I know that I am kind of inexperienced and no expert by any means, but I am passionate about fashion, marketing and work in general - I have a hands-on mentality, I'm dedicated, flexible, eager to learn....

I feel like my life is on hold right now. Waiting and hoping every day. I moved in with my parents again, which live up north in Germany in a small town while I hope to find a job in a big city to start my dream of living and working an independent life. While it get's more difficult every day I try to stay positive and see something good in every day.

So here I am up in the air, more than ready for this wonderful life. I hope to take you with me on my journey...which hopefully leads to an exciting life SOON!